Kaerousan: this japanese girl helped me sicko: the pre-dawn prayer just blasted all around the city Kaerousan: I would havw been fucked if it wasnt for her sicko: uhhh that's lucky, if a bit embarrassing sicko: yeah you ended up wailing in a park somewhere far away from your hotel? Moon: helped with what? Kaerousan: she was cute... Kaerousan: what an adventure sicko: not as cute as a indonesian girl Kaerousan: how are you still awake at 4am sicko: im a night owl Kaerousan: I am too but damn sicko: normally when you saw me in american mornings was after a 3-4 hour nap Kaerousan: J thought you were a disciplined christian white man Moon: that owl I posted earlier was actually a real pic of arch sicko: my peak hours are 10pm - 4am indo time (UTC +0800) Kaerousan: fuckinvhell Kaerousan: AAAAAAAAB sicko: that's 2300 - 0500 JP time (UTC +0900) sicko: Kaerousan next time save getting durnk durnk for home Kaerousan: What the fuck just happened sicko: getting durnk in the middle of a faraway city is brave but not wise Kaerousan: asian girls are so fucking nice Kaerousan: so differn3n sicko: not really Kaerousan: Jesus Kaerousan: Cheist Kaerousan: Aaaaaaaaa Kaerousan: Notebook full of innuendos sicko: Kaerousan please don't get durnk alone in the middle of a faraway city until you know how to be durnk in a faraway city sicko: just save the brews for home man Kaerousan: arch why do you care if I live or die ao much sicko: you have potential, sad if you waste it Kaerousan: I had 3 Ndes just now Moon: you have to give us your money first, dont die sicko: maybe dont get durnk your next night walk in japan sicko: lucky you didnt get arrested or grabbed by a gang Kaerousan: fucking hell mogherucker Kaerousan: aaaaaaabah Kaerousan: pens and bacch Kaerousan: malcolm lowrry Kaerousan: thomas pynchkn Kaerousan: thomas pynchkn sicko: you have to learn the rules and the ways before you can break the rules and go against the ways Kaerousan: thomas pynchon Kaerousan: monsters after the bars close until the bars open again Kaerousan: winston Kaerousan: parliament sicko: its okay for salarymen to get durnk and pass out in the streets. not fresh gaijin Kaerousan: armpit grease of a 450 pound woman Kaerousan: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sicko: !tweet Kaerousan: armpit grease of a 450 pound woman giko.py◆BOT: It has been posted. https://poa.st/@gikobot Kaerousan: mother FUCKERS Kaerousan: THESE RAW MEN Kaerousan: these ras mo Kaerousan: quiveing Kaerousan: Bb Kaerousan: M Kaerousan: M Kaerousan: Br8 sicko: yea Kaerousan: Arch sicko: welcome to asia white boy Kaerousan: Arch Kaerousan: AAAAAAÀRH sicko: my nigga Kaerousan: SNAKE sicko: we are the niggas now Kaerousan: SNAKE Kaerousan: SNAAAAAAKEEEE Kaerousan: asian wkmen Kaerousan: fuck Kaerousan: they make me feel like a man sicko: here's a clue PhatCat, 2 5 implies ? ? ? ? ? [] [] [] ? ? PhatCat: what even is this sicko: ? ? ? ? ? | [] [] [] ? ? Kaerousan: My bodkly sicko: 3 5 implies ? [] [] ? ? [] [] [] ? ? Kaerousan: arch look up whisky for the holy ghost sicko: i already make my own whisky sicko: !tweet Kaerousan: asian wkmen giko.py◆BOT: It has been posted. https://poa.st/@gikobot Kaerousan: arch who raised you sicko: god Kaerousan: young parents? Kaerousan: you and I are the same sicko: my parents were 34 when they had me and my twin Moon: both were same age? Kaerousan: in my case, 19 sicko: well, my mom was 34, dad was a week away from 34 Kaerousan: 2001 motherfuckers Kaerousan: Never forgjve sicko: we zoomin' Kaerousan: NEVER FORGET Kaerousan: THAT BUSH DID 811 sicko: i remember 9/11 very shortly into my 1st grade experience Kaerousan: GAY ISRAELI FAGHOTES Moon: my mom was like 26 and dad 40, pretty rare difference Kaerousan: xpog Kaerousan: XOOG YOU TELL ME ABOUT AL QUAEFA Kaerousan: AL QUAEDA XOOG Kaerousan: N O W sicko: just sippin on gikoshine PhatCat: that one was hard sicko: you're getting better PhatCat :D Moon: thats what she said PhatCat: easy mode complete! sicko: wooo PhatCat: thx 4 watching sicko: want me to stream some picross DS? Kaerousan: arch PhatCat: sure Kaerousan: MOTHER Kaerousan: FATHER PhatCat: but ill be afk for 10 ish mins Kaerousan: BUDDHA Kaerousan: ARCH MY FEELINGS Kaerousan: MY FRDLINGS Kaerousan: MDNGLAKDHE Kaerousan: FRJUDJD Kaerousan: FJDUD sicko: welcome to japan Kaerousan: F Kaerousan: DJDJE Kaerousan: WELCOME TO ANORECTAL VIOLENCE Kaerousan: WELCOME TO ASSRAPE sicko: please don't violence in faraway lands Kaerousan: BY OTHER ME Kaerousan: OTHER MEN Moon: is violece ok in closer lands then? Kaerousan: MEN WHO SIMPLY WISH TO PROVE THEIR POWER sicko: sure Kaerousan: JUST LIKE ZZAZZACHU sicko: keep violence within your own home Kaerousan: WE ARE ALL GONNA .mKe jf Kaerousan: remember those old cliffs Kaerousan: that old green innocent view Kaerousan: the childish verbal training wheels Kaerousan: the feeling of a basement, unknown, apart from everything Kaerousan: the must, no rats bere Kaerousan: stowing away the toys to prevent them from being trashed Kaerousan: the disused fish tank Kaerousan: the grease and hollow glass Kaerousan: the feeling of rain and passing time Kaerousan: the teachers, chiding you for the way you held a pencil Kaerousan: the pressure of the black hardened pavement Kaerousan: your father, disoragnized, durnk, unknown Kaerousan: the people all around, portly Kaerousan: the time Kaerousan: oh, how the time went Kaerousan: I imagined bugs and their tiny heart filled colonies even niw sicko: welcome to japan Kaerousan: outside I was happy Kaerousan: blowing out the stolid clear steel fences Moon: arch repeating that line reminds me of this manga Moon: forgot the name, "welcome to gakamuraland" or something Kaerousan: blowing out my mind by the overpass where all the other children gleefully enjoyed accidents and blunders Kaerousan: peering against my own kind sicko: oh, the B and A are switched Kaerousan: hanging with old red by the georgetown Kaerousan: hanging with rented bicycles and tax returns Kaerousan: hanging with rebates and console rentals Kaerousan: hanging with people getting high by themselves and defecating in soiled beds Kaerousan: knowing that time was all free Kaerousan: the vision was charged by the hour Kaerousan: the feelings were free until they soured PhatCat: back Kaerousan: and all the cancelled checks free until the hours were whittled sicko: this is not fun to play on keyboard sicko: need to update config Kaerousan: and the skateboarding youths Kaerousan: everything crawling past me Kaerousan: everything flowing like thick red blood wine Kaerousan: everything coursing like orgasmic pulses in my own mind Moon: dont forget to sip water Kaerousan: everything like a high far off feeling of resentment in some place I had no rememberance of Kaerousan: and every grounding was nothing but a feather in my cap Kaerousan: and every admonition just an encouragement Kaerousan: and the women, seeing the fear and anxiety Kaerousan: but being discouraged in slight, unseen ways Kaerousan: discouraged from venting Kaerousan: discouraged from steaming PhatCat: kaerousan venting PhatCat: sus Kaerousan: discouraged from knowing the heat exchange that all reproduction required sicko: he got durnk far away from his hotel and a nice girl told him how to get home sicko: he is having a religious experience in japan Kaerousan: and every little Frenchman, slithering by in his lacquered cap like dawn with toots and farts on each heavy woman-filled night, said that nothing existed but pain, ennui, and sexual tension Kaerousan: he craved grapes like his mother's embrace, deep and thick on the hallowed ground PhatCat: hi dumbgoy dumbgoy: hi PhatCat <3 dumbgoy: what's up Kaerousan: he craved that his throat would clear, that the air would dissipate and give way to buildings and structures PhatCat: not much, gonna sleep soon PhatCat: u? Kaerousan: that the structures would dissolve even further into abstractions dumbgoy: righteous. just got back from the gun range. taught ma and uncle how to shoot sicko: sounds fun Kaerousan: that the structures would show life forces dumbgoy: was fun sicko: Kaerousan just landed in japan, he got lost durnk in tokyo sicko: on stream dumbgoy: lol noooo Kaerousan: that everything life denying about the masculine would be free and transparent within himself Kaerousan: that the breathing of rats and rusty alleys would be like a world within another world Kaerousan: that time would stop and language would cease Kaerousan: that people would pause to see the space between Kaerousan: that movement would be its own freedom Kaerousan: that tribes would collapse and assemble and crack and rip Kaerousan: that people would know and feel Kaerousan: that vistas would open before US dumbgoy: ok Moon: us or US like united states sicko: sorry for lag PhatCat sicko: us like kami, kita Kaerousan: that unknown would be nothing but a moment, nothing but a contentment, nothig but a seat on the toilet, one million other buttholes shitting at once in alcohol-OK burger kings Moon: experiences revealtion "ok burger time" Kaerousan: that men and women would at once see the circles and patterns all life orbits around Kaerousan: that balance would be known Kaerousan: that dark and light would be but an expression of a tired mind Kaerousan: that buzz and calm would be known as illusions of sense Kaerousan: remembering my childhood Kaerousan: the far off people Kaerousan: the princely handing of missives, resentment of neighbors and holdivers from times before I was born sicko: having a religious experience on eid al adha in japan sicko: pray for the millions of cows that will be slaughtered in indonesia to make moon god happy Kaerousan: Passing of vhs tapes Kaerousan: colorless feelings, the greens and reds and greys of a basement with games, and pillow forts, and the misdirected anger of a confused mother PhatCat: thx 4 stream Kaerousan: and wondering in tears where the music came from sicko: Kaerousan, the way you're feeling now is how africans feel when they land in america Moon: killing those cows pleases no gods, just those empathyless humans, it sad and Im not even vegan sicko: not in slavery era i mean sicko: Moon, when the cows are getting slaughtered, they play music and people laugh and sing and play music Kaerousan: Adn sicko: * and dance Kaerousan: And the love I had for archduke Kaerousan: the l Kaerousan: the primordial feeling of a friend-figure, the presence of a person who knew something, some suggestion, some intuition of another time, a time he does now know but feels, a feeling of libido, a feeling of walls and time and visual cues and teachers and punishments and slides and tracks and skateboards and lists of things etched in notebooks eventually gliding and converging on images of love Kaerousan: knowing that life is not a linear path to be pushed through Kaerousan: n Kaerousan: knowing that echoes are all therre Kaerousan: or all were there xOOG: sounds profound whatever you said there Kaerousan Moon: kaerousan if you figure out how anything exists at all, let me know Kaerousan: the murmuring voices of YOUR ANCESTORS, ARCH Kaerousan: LISTEN TO THEM