Kaerousans_Poetry

Kaerousan: this japanese girl helped me
sicko: the pre-dawn prayer just blasted all around the city
Kaerousan: I would havw been fucked if it wasnt for her
sicko: uhhh that's lucky, if a bit embarrassing
sicko: yeah you ended up wailing in a park somewhere far away from your hotel?
Moon: helped with what?
Kaerousan: she was cute...
Kaerousan: what an adventure
sicko: not as cute as a indonesian girl
Kaerousan: how are you still awake at 4am
sicko: im a night owl
Kaerousan: I am too but damn
sicko: normally when you saw me in american mornings was after a 3-4 hour nap
Kaerousan: J thought you were a disciplined christian white man
Moon: that owl I posted earlier was actually a real pic of arch
sicko: my peak hours are 10pm - 4am indo time (UTC +0800)
Kaerousan: fuckinvhell
Kaerousan: AAAAAAAAB
sicko: that's 2300 - 0500 JP time (UTC +0900)
sicko: Kaerousan next time save getting durnk durnk for home
Kaerousan: What the fuck just happened
sicko: getting durnk in the middle of a faraway city is brave but not wise
Kaerousan: asian girls are so fucking nice
Kaerousan: so differn3n
sicko: not really
Kaerousan: Jesus
Kaerousan: Cheist
Kaerousan: Aaaaaaaaa
Kaerousan: Notebook full of innuendos
sicko: Kaerousan please don't get durnk alone in the middle of a faraway city until you know how to be durnk in a faraway city
sicko: just save the brews for home man
Kaerousan: arch why do you care if I live or die ao much
sicko: you have potential, sad if you waste it
Kaerousan: I had 3 Ndes just now
Moon: you have to give us your money first, dont die
sicko: maybe dont get durnk your next night walk in japan
sicko: lucky you didnt get arrested or grabbed by a gang
Kaerousan: fucking hell mogherucker
Kaerousan: aaaaaaabah
Kaerousan: pens and bacch
Kaerousan: malcolm lowrry
Kaerousan: thomas pynchkn
Kaerousan: thomas pynchkn
sicko: you have to learn the rules and the ways before you can break the rules and go against the ways
Kaerousan: thomas pynchon
Kaerousan: monsters after the bars close until the bars open again
Kaerousan: winston
Kaerousan: parliament
sicko: its okay for salarymen to get durnk and pass out in the streets. not fresh gaijin
Kaerousan: armpit grease of a 450 pound woman
Kaerousan: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
sicko: !tweet Kaerousan: armpit grease of a 450 pound woman
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Kaerousan: mother FUCKERS
Kaerousan: THESE RAW MEN
Kaerousan: these ras mo
Kaerousan: quiveing
Kaerousan: Bb
Kaerousan: M
Kaerousan: M
Kaerousan: Br8
sicko: yea
Kaerousan: Arch
sicko: welcome to asia white boy
Kaerousan: Arch
Kaerousan: AAAAAAÀRH
sicko: my nigga
Kaerousan: SNAKE
sicko: we are the niggas now
Kaerousan: SNAKE
Kaerousan: SNAAAAAAKEEEE
Kaerousan: asian wkmen
Kaerousan: fuck
Kaerousan: they make me feel like a man
sicko: here's a clue PhatCat, 2 5 implies ? ? ? ? ? [] [] [] ? ?
PhatCat: what even is this
sicko: ? ? ? ? ? | [] [] [] ? ?
Kaerousan: My bodkly
sicko: 3 5 implies ? [] [] ? ? [] [] [] ? ?
Kaerousan: arch look up whisky for the holy ghost
sicko: i already make my own whisky
sicko: !tweet Kaerousan: asian wkmen
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Kaerousan: arch who raised you
sicko: god
Kaerousan: young parents?
Kaerousan: you and I are the same
sicko: my parents were 34 when they had me and my twin
Moon: both were same age?
Kaerousan: in my case, 19
sicko: well, my mom was 34, dad was a week away from 34
Kaerousan: 2001 motherfuckers
Kaerousan: Never forgjve
sicko: we zoomin'
Kaerousan: NEVER FORGET
Kaerousan: THAT BUSH DID 811
sicko: i remember 9/11 very shortly into my 1st grade experience
Kaerousan: GAY ISRAELI FAGHOTES
Moon: my mom was like 26 and dad 40, pretty rare difference
Kaerousan: xpog
Kaerousan: XOOG YOU TELL ME ABOUT AL QUAEFA
Kaerousan: AL QUAEDA XOOG
Kaerousan: N O W
sicko: just sippin on gikoshine
PhatCat: that one was hard
sicko: you're getting better PhatCat :D
Moon: thats what she said
PhatCat: easy mode complete!
sicko: wooo
PhatCat: thx 4 watching
sicko: want me to stream some picross DS?
Kaerousan: arch
PhatCat: sure
Kaerousan: MOTHER
Kaerousan: FATHER
PhatCat: but ill be afk for 10 ish mins
Kaerousan: BUDDHA
Kaerousan: ARCH MY FEELINGS
Kaerousan: MY FRDLINGS
Kaerousan: MDNGLAKDHE
Kaerousan: FRJUDJD
Kaerousan: FJDUD
sicko: welcome to japan
Kaerousan: F
Kaerousan: DJDJE
Kaerousan: WELCOME TO ANORECTAL VIOLENCE
Kaerousan: WELCOME TO ASSRAPE
sicko: please don't violence in faraway lands
Kaerousan: BY OTHER ME
Kaerousan: OTHER MEN
Moon: is violece ok in closer lands then?
Kaerousan: MEN WHO SIMPLY WISH TO PROVE THEIR POWER
sicko: sure
Kaerousan: JUST LIKE ZZAZZACHU
sicko: keep violence within your own home
Kaerousan: WE ARE ALL GONNA .mKe jf
Kaerousan: remember those old cliffs
Kaerousan: that old green innocent view
Kaerousan: the childish verbal training wheels
Kaerousan: the feeling of a basement, unknown, apart from everything
Kaerousan: the must, no rats bere
Kaerousan: stowing away the toys to prevent them from being trashed
Kaerousan: the disused fish tank
Kaerousan: the grease and hollow glass
Kaerousan: the feeling of rain and passing time
Kaerousan: the teachers, chiding you for the way you held a pencil
Kaerousan: the pressure of the black hardened pavement
Kaerousan: your father, disoragnized, durnk, unknown
Kaerousan: the people all around, portly
Kaerousan: the time
Kaerousan: oh, how the time went
Kaerousan: I imagined bugs and their tiny heart filled colonies even niw
sicko: welcome to japan
Kaerousan: outside I was happy
Kaerousan: blowing out the stolid clear steel fences
Moon: arch repeating that line reminds me of this manga
Moon: forgot the name, "welcome to gakamuraland" or something
Kaerousan: blowing out my mind by the overpass where all the other children gleefully enjoyed accidents and blunders
Kaerousan: peering against my own kind
sicko: oh, the B and A are switched
Kaerousan: hanging with old red by the georgetown
Kaerousan: hanging with rented bicycles and tax returns
Kaerousan: hanging with rebates and console rentals
Kaerousan: hanging with people getting high by themselves and defecating in soiled beds
Kaerousan: knowing that time was all free
Kaerousan: the vision was charged by the hour
Kaerousan: the feelings were free until they soured
PhatCat: back
Kaerousan: and all the cancelled checks free until the hours were whittled
sicko: this is not fun to play on keyboard
sicko: need to update config
Kaerousan: and the skateboarding youths
Kaerousan: everything crawling past me
Kaerousan: everything flowing like thick red blood wine
Kaerousan: everything coursing like orgasmic pulses in my own mind
Moon: dont forget to sip water
Kaerousan: everything like a high far off feeling of resentment in some place I had no rememberance of
Kaerousan: and every grounding was nothing but a feather in my cap
Kaerousan: and every admonition just an encouragement
Kaerousan: and the women, seeing the fear and anxiety
Kaerousan: but being discouraged in slight, unseen ways
Kaerousan: discouraged from venting
Kaerousan: discouraged from steaming
PhatCat: kaerousan venting
PhatCat: sus
Kaerousan: discouraged from knowing the heat exchange that all reproduction required
sicko: he got durnk far away from his hotel and a nice girl told him how to get home
sicko: he is having a religious experience in japan
Kaerousan: and every little Frenchman, slithering by in his lacquered cap like dawn with toots and farts on each heavy woman-filled night, said that nothing existed but pain, ennui, and sexual tension
Kaerousan: he craved grapes like his mother's embrace, deep and thick on the hallowed ground
PhatCat: hi dumbgoy
dumbgoy: hi PhatCat <3
dumbgoy: what's up
Kaerousan: he craved that his throat would clear, that the air would dissipate and give way to buildings and structures
PhatCat: not much, gonna sleep soon
PhatCat: u?
Kaerousan: that the structures would dissolve even further into abstractions
dumbgoy: righteous. just got back from the gun range. taught ma and uncle how to shoot
sicko: sounds fun
Kaerousan: that the structures would show life forces
dumbgoy: was fun
sicko: Kaerousan just landed in japan, he got lost durnk in tokyo
sicko: on stream
dumbgoy: lol noooo
Kaerousan: that everything life denying about the masculine would be free and transparent within himself
Kaerousan: that the breathing of rats and rusty alleys would be like a world within another world
Kaerousan: that time would stop and language would cease
Kaerousan: that people would pause to see the space between
Kaerousan: that movement would be its own freedom
Kaerousan: that tribes would collapse and assemble and crack and rip
Kaerousan: that people would know and feel
Kaerousan: that vistas would open before US
dumbgoy: ok
Moon: us or US like united states
sicko: sorry for lag PhatCat
sicko: us like kami, kita
Kaerousan: that unknown would be nothing but a moment, nothing but a contentment, nothig but a seat on the toilet, one million other buttholes shitting at once in alcohol-OK burger kings
Moon: *experiences revealtion* "ok burger time"
Kaerousan: that men and women would at once see the circles and patterns all life orbits around
Kaerousan: that balance would be known
Kaerousan: that dark and light would be but an expression of a tired mind
Kaerousan: that buzz and calm would be known as illusions of sense
Kaerousan: remembering my childhood
Kaerousan: the far off people
Kaerousan: the princely handing of missives, resentment of neighbors and holdivers from times before I was born
sicko: having a religious experience on eid al adha in japan
sicko: pray for the millions of cows that will be slaughtered in indonesia to make moon god happy
Kaerousan: Passing of vhs tapes
Kaerousan: colorless feelings, the greens and reds and greys of a basement with games, and pillow forts, and the misdirected anger of a confused mother
PhatCat: thx 4 stream
Kaerousan: and wondering in tears where the music came from
sicko: Kaerousan, the way you're feeling now is how africans feel when they land in america
Moon: killing those cows pleases no gods, just those empathyless humans, it sad and Im not even vegan
sicko: not in slavery era i mean
sicko: Moon, when the cows are getting slaughtered, they play music and people laugh and sing and play music
Kaerousan: Adn
sicko: * and dance
Kaerousan: And the love I had for archduke
Kaerousan: the l
Kaerousan: the primordial feeling of a friend-figure, the presence of a person who knew something, some suggestion, some intuition of another time, a time he does now know but feels, a feeling of libido, a feeling of walls and time and visual cues and teachers and punishments and slides and tracks and skateboards and lists of things etched in notebooks eventually gliding and converging on images of love
Kaerousan: knowing that life is not a linear path to be pushed through
Kaerousan: n
Kaerousan: knowing that echoes are all therre
Kaerousan: or all were there
xOOG: sounds profound whatever you said there Kaerousan
Moon: kaerousan if you figure out how anything exists at all, let me know
Kaerousan: the murmuring voices of YOUR ANCESTORS, ARCH
Kaerousan: LISTEN TO THEM