Kaerousan: this japanese girl helped me sicko: the pre-dawn prayer just blasted all around the city Kaerousan: I would havw been fucked if it wasnt for her sicko: uhhh that's lucky, if a bit embarrassing sicko: yeah you ended up wailing in a park somewhere far away from your hotel? Moon: helped with what? Kaerousan: she was cute... Kaerousan: what an adventure sicko: not as cute as a indonesian girl Kaerousan: how are you still awake at 4am sicko: im a night owl Kaerousan: I am too but damn sicko: normally when you saw me in american mornings was after a 3-4 hour nap Kaerousan: J thought you were a disciplined christian white man Moon: that owl I posted earlier was actually a real pic of arch sicko: my peak hours are 10pm - 4am indo time (UTC +0800) Kaerousan: fuckinvhell Kaerousan: AAAAAAAAB sicko: that's 2300 - 0500 JP time (UTC +0900) sicko: Kaerousan next time save getting durnk durnk for home Kaerousan: What the fuck just happened sicko: getting durnk in the middle of a faraway city is brave but not wise Kaerousan: asian girls are so fucking nice Kaerousan: so differn3n sicko: not really Kaerousan: Jesus Kaerousan: Cheist Kaerousan: Aaaaaaaaa Kaerousan: Notebook full of innuendos sicko: Kaerousan please don't get durnk alone in the middle of a faraway city until you know how to be durnk in a faraway city sicko: just save the brews for home man Kaerousan: arch why do you care if I live or die ao much sicko: you have potential, sad if you waste it Kaerousan: I had 3 Ndes just now Moon: you have to give us your money first, dont die sicko: maybe dont get durnk your next night walk in japan sicko: lucky you didnt get arrested or grabbed by a gang Kaerousan: fucking hell mogherucker Kaerousan: aaaaaaabah Kaerousan: pens and bacch Kaerousan: malcolm lowrry Kaerousan: thomas pynchkn Kaerousan: thomas pynchkn sicko: you have to learn the rules and the ways before you can break the rules and go against the ways Kaerousan: thomas pynchon Kaerousan: monsters after the bars close until the bars open again Kaerousan: winston Kaerousan: parliament sicko: its okay for salarymen to get durnk and pass out in the streets. not fresh gaijin Kaerousan: armpit grease of a 450 pound woman Kaerousan: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sicko: !tweet Kaerousan: armpit grease of a 450 pound woman giko.py◆BOT: It has been posted. https://poa.st/@gikobot Kaerousan: mother FUCKERS Kaerousan: THESE RAW MEN Kaerousan: these ras mo Kaerousan: quiveing Kaerousan: Bb Kaerousan: M Kaerousan: M Kaerousan: Br8 sicko: yea Kaerousan: Arch sicko: welcome to asia white boy Kaerousan: Arch Kaerousan: AAAAAAÀRH sicko: my nigga Kaerousan: SNAKE sicko: we are the niggas now Kaerousan: SNAKE Kaerousan: SNAAAAAAKEEEE Kaerousan: asian wkmen Kaerousan: fuck Kaerousan: they make me feel like a man sicko: here's a clue PhatCat, 2 5 implies ? ? ? ? ? [] [] [] ? ? PhatCat: what even is this sicko: ? ? ? ? ? | [] [] [] ? ? Kaerousan: My bodkly sicko: 3 5 implies ? [] [] ? ? [] [] [] ? ? Kaerousan: arch look up whisky for the holy ghost sicko: i already make my own whisky sicko: !tweet Kaerousan: asian wkmen giko.py◆BOT: It has been posted. https://poa.st/@gikobot Kaerousan: arch who raised you sicko: god Kaerousan: young parents? Kaerousan: you and I are the same sicko: my parents were 34 when they had me and my twin Moon: both were same age? Kaerousan: in my case, 19 sicko: well, my mom was 34, dad was a week away from 34 Kaerousan: 2001 motherfuckers Kaerousan: Never forgjve sicko: we zoomin' Kaerousan: NEVER FORGET Kaerousan: THAT BUSH DID 811 sicko: i remember 9/11 very shortly into my 1st grade experience Kaerousan: GAY ISRAELI FAGHOTES Moon: my mom was like 26 and dad 40, pretty rare difference Kaerousan: xpog Kaerousan: XOOG YOU TELL ME ABOUT AL QUAEFA Kaerousan: AL QUAEDA XOOG Kaerousan: N O W sicko: just sippin on gikoshine PhatCat: that one was hard sicko: you're getting better PhatCat :D Moon: thats what she said PhatCat: easy mode complete! sicko: wooo PhatCat: thx 4 watching sicko: want me to stream some picross DS? Kaerousan: arch PhatCat: sure Kaerousan: MOTHER Kaerousan: FATHER PhatCat: but ill be afk for 10 ish mins Kaerousan: BUDDHA Kaerousan: ARCH MY FEELINGS Kaerousan: MY FRDLINGS Kaerousan: MDNGLAKDHE Kaerousan: FRJUDJD Kaerousan: FJDUD sicko: welcome to japan Kaerousan: F Kaerousan: DJDJE Kaerousan: WELCOME TO ANORECTAL VIOLENCE Kaerousan: WELCOME TO ASSRAPE sicko: please don't violence in faraway lands Kaerousan: BY OTHER ME Kaerousan: OTHER MEN Moon: is violece ok in closer lands then? Kaerousan: MEN WHO SIMPLY WISH TO PROVE THEIR POWER sicko: sure Kaerousan: JUST LIKE ZZAZZACHU sicko: keep violence within your own home Kaerousan: WE ARE ALL GONNA .mKe jf Kaerousan: remember those old cliffs Kaerousan: that old green innocent view Kaerousan: the childish verbal training wheels Kaerousan: the feeling of a basement, unknown, apart from everything Kaerousan: the must, no rats bere Kaerousan: stowing away the toys to prevent them from being trashed Kaerousan: the disused fish tank Kaerousan: the grease and hollow glass Kaerousan: the feeling of rain and passing time Kaerousan: the teachers, chiding you for the way you held a pencil Kaerousan: the pressure of the black hardened pavement Kaerousan: your father, disoragnized, durnk, unknown Kaerousan: the people all around, portly Kaerousan: the time Kaerousan: oh, how the time went Kaerousan: I imagined bugs and their tiny heart filled colonies even niw sicko: welcome to japan Kaerousan: outside I was happy Kaerousan: blowing out the stolid clear steel fences Moon: arch repeating that line reminds me of this manga Moon: forgot the name, "welcome to gakamuraland" or something Kaerousan: blowing out my mind by the overpass where all the other children gleefully enjoyed accidents and blunders Kaerousan: peering against my own kind sicko: oh, the B and A are switched Kaerousan: hanging with old red by the georgetown Kaerousan: hanging with rented bicycles and tax returns Kaerousan: hanging with rebates and console rentals Kaerousan: hanging with people getting high by themselves and defecating in soiled beds Kaerousan: knowing that time was all free Kaerousan: the vision was charged by the hour Kaerousan: the feelings were free until they soured PhatCat: back Kaerousan: and all the cancelled checks free until the hours were whittled sicko: this is not fun to play on keyboard sicko: need to update config Kaerousan: and the skateboarding youths Kaerousan: everything crawling past me Kaerousan: everything flowing like thick red blood wine Kaerousan: everything coursing like orgasmic pulses in my own mind Moon: dont forget to sip water Kaerousan: everything like a high far off feeling of resentment in some place I had no rememberance of Kaerousan: and every grounding was nothing but a feather in my cap Kaerousan: and every admonition just an encouragement Kaerousan: and the women, seeing the fear and anxiety Kaerousan: but being discouraged in slight, unseen ways Kaerousan: discouraged from venting Kaerousan: discouraged from steaming PhatCat: kaerousan venting PhatCat: sus Kaerousan: discouraged from knowing the heat exchange that all reproduction required sicko: he got durnk far away from his hotel and a nice girl told him how to get home sicko: he is having a religious experience in japan Kaerousan: and every little Frenchman, slithering by in his lacquered cap like dawn with toots and farts on each heavy woman-filled night, said that nothing existed but pain, ennui, and sexual tension Kaerousan: he craved grapes like his mother's embrace, deep and thick on the hallowed ground PhatCat: hi dumbgoy dumbgoy: hi PhatCat <3 dumbgoy: what's up Kaerousan: he craved that his throat would clear, that the air would dissipate and give way to buildings and structures PhatCat: not much, gonna sleep soon PhatCat: u? Kaerousan: that the structures would dissolve even further into abstractions dumbgoy: righteous. just got back from the gun range. taught ma and uncle how to shoot sicko: sounds fun Kaerousan: that the structures would show life forces dumbgoy: was fun sicko: Kaerousan just landed in japan, he got lost durnk in tokyo sicko: on stream dumbgoy: lol noooo Kaerousan: that everything life denying about the masculine would be free and transparent within himself Kaerousan: that the breathing of rats and rusty alleys would be like a world within another world Kaerousan: that time would stop and language would cease Kaerousan: that people would pause to see the space between Kaerousan: that movement would be its own freedom Kaerousan: that tribes would collapse and assemble and crack and rip Kaerousan: that people would know and feel Kaerousan: that vistas would open before US dumbgoy: ok Moon: us or US like united states sicko: sorry for lag PhatCat sicko: us like kami, kita Kaerousan: that unknown would be nothing but a moment, nothing but a contentment, nothig but a seat on the toilet, one million other buttholes shitting at once in alcohol-OK burger kings Moon: experiences revealtion "ok burger time" Kaerousan: that men and women would at once see the circles and patterns all life orbits around Kaerousan: that balance would be known Kaerousan: that dark and light would be but an expression of a tired mind Kaerousan: that buzz and calm would be known as illusions of sense Kaerousan: remembering my childhood Kaerousan: the far off people Kaerousan: the princely handing of missives, resentment of neighbors and holdivers from times before I was born sicko: having a religious experience on eid al adha in japan sicko: pray for the millions of cows that will be slaughtered in indonesia to make moon god happy Kaerousan: Passing of vhs tapes Kaerousan: colorless feelings, the greens and reds and greys of a basement with games, and pillow forts, and the misdirected anger of a confused mother PhatCat: thx 4 stream Kaerousan: and wondering in tears where the music came from sicko: Kaerousan, the way you're feeling now is how africans feel when they land in america Moon: killing those cows pleases no gods, just those empathyless humans, it sad and Im not even vegan sicko: not in slavery era i mean sicko: Moon, when the cows are getting slaughtered, they play music and people laugh and sing and play music Kaerousan: Adn sicko: * and dance Kaerousan: And the love I had for archduke Kaerousan: the l